Nora Kittler willed her lip to stop trembling
lest she betray how vulnerable she felt and thus prove her uncle right.
"How could you?," she asked. "How could you turn your
back on your own flesh and blood?"
Levi Johnson looked at his 22-year-old niece and for a brief moment
experienced a feeling of déjà vu. She wore the same
scared look of hurt as when she had been brought to him as a confused
five-year-old child trying to grasp the concept that her parents were
dead. The weather had been unkind that winter, and when the flu claimed
them both Nora was left with the feeling that no one -not even the
God she had been raised to trust - could be counted on. With no one
else to turn to, she was sent to her only surviving relative - her
father's brother.
But she had been a blessing to Levi and his late wife Naomi, who had
longed for children but were unable to have any of their own.
Over the years they had loved her and coddled her in the misguided
effort to somehow compensate her for the great loss of her parents.
When they tried to set limits she rebelled. If they held firm she
would look so sad that they would just hold her in their arms and
she - the pretty little manipulator with the shiny chestnut curls
- would have them where she wanted them.
Even now Levi resisted the urge to hold her. Nora was no longer a
child. She was a woman who should - no, he decided - must- be sent
back to Jakob, her husband and the only person who had ever been able
to handle her.
"But you don't understand!!," Nora cried, turning on the
signature tears. "He beat me!!"
Levi stood up and stoked the fire, shaking his head as he did so.
When he spoke he did so with an uncharacteristic firmness.
"Nora Lynn, I've known Jakob Kittler since he was knee-high to
a grasshopper," said Levi. "I've seen him deal with drunken
farmhands and unbroken horses. I've seen him be firm with both but
I have never seen him loose his temper, even where other men would
have. Not ever!"
"Well I am neither a drunken farmhand nor a wild filly,"
said Nora. "And he did beat me!"
Jakob approached his and took her delicate, heart-shaped face in his
hands.
"Nora, Nora," he said. "If I believed for a minute
he had done that I'd be loading my rifle right now, but you aren't
bruised. Your dress isn't even torn. Can't you see why I'm skeptical?
How exactly did your husband beat you and do no damage?"
Nora tore herself away and sat down at the pine table, pushing the
tin cup and plate away as she crossed her arms and put her head down
to the surface of the cool wood. How could she tell her uncle the
embarrassing truth?
She sighed and raised her head, determined to spit out the words.
They may mean a moment's embarrassment for her but they'd spell much
worse consequences for Jakob when Uncle Levi found out.
"The damage was done where you can't see. The marks are under
my skirt," she said.
"Under your skirt?", Levi asked, and for a moment felt fury
rise that perhaps the girl he raised was being subjected to some sort
of perversions and then he stopped, suddenly certain of what she meant.
"Nora, are you saying he spanked you?" Levi asked.
"Yes!!", Nora said, relieved that she didn't have to use
that dread word herself. Spank. A short but powerful word that in
her mind embodied subjecting one to the authority of another.
As a child she had seen it inflicted on her friends by parents whose
vigorous mission to "train up the child in the way he should
go" were registered on plump, wiggly bottoms with whatever happened
to be handy - a switch, a wooden spoon, a leather slipper. She felt
fortunate to have escaped such indignities, until she learned that
growing up doesn't exempt a woman from a spanking delivered by a stern
husband.
When she had left the home of her Uncle to live with Jakob, the handsome
landowner a mile down the road, she was happier than she had ever
been in her life. The courtship had been brief, and the day the darkly
handsome Jakob had lowered his 6'2" frame on one knee in a field
of wildflowers to propose had been one she'd never forget.
Levi had approved and his only regret was that Naomi had not lived
to see the child she raised married to such a fine gentleman. Not
only was Jakob strong and trustworthy, he was reputed to have a character
above reproach and was known throughout the territory as having the
highest standards of morality.
To Nora, Jakob was everything as a husband she could have imagined.
He was loving, passionate, respectful and patient with the woman whose
spark and vivacity had drawn him to her.
But yesterday - their one-month anniversary - she learned that her
soft-spoken husband's patience had its limits. She also learned that
- unlike her aunt and uncle - Jakob's view of correction wasn't that
it was to be waived as an act of love, but rather that if a person
truly loved someone in their care they would teach them the lessons
they needed to know.
Nora's lesson had been most unpleasant and although she would never
admit it, deep down she
knew she had brought it all on herself.
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One day earlier
She had been bugging Jakob all week to let her help break Belle, the
half-crazed bay pony mare a down-and-out friend had given him as payment
for a debt. The animal was beautiful, but she was wild and as dangerous
as any horse Jakob had ever seen.
"No," he had said sternly after Nora's plaintive pleas.
"It is far too dangerous. I know you are an experienced rider
but this is a wild animal, not some spirited pleasure horse used to
bit and saddle."
When Nora saw that her brawny mate wasn't backing down, she decided
to take the tactic she had used as a child. Jakob would have to make
a trip to town tomorrow and she would work with Belle while he was
gone. She'd get a double enjoyment out of ultimately doing what she
wanted and proving him wrong at the same time.
When Jakob had hitched the buckboard for the drive into town for supplies
the next morning, his wife sweetly declined his invitation to go along
and instead stood on tiptoe to offer a goodbye kiss his smooth-shaven
cheek.
Then she settled at the window with her needlepoint, watching through
the window until the buckboard had rounded the corner and was out
of sight.
That was all she needed to see. Dropping her needlework, Nora flew
into the bedroom and dragged her travelling trunk from under the bed.
She opened it quickly and began to search under layers of silk and
lace until she found what she had been looking for - the pair of doeskin
breeches that had been her Aunt Naomi's gift to her. She undressed
down to her undershirt and pulled them on, savoring their softness
and remembering how her aunt's eyes had twinkled when Nora had expressed
glee over the one gift she thought the prim Naomi - who had maintained
breeches weren't for girls - would never give her.
She had ridden many an hour around the farm dressed in those breeches
and today she would ride again. Only this time it wouldn't be one
of the spirited reliable mounts but a horse that would better respond
to a feminine touch than the dominating, masculine approach to training.
Outside, Belle eyed her warily and moved away as Nora approached her.
"Easy there, girl," Nora whispered, and her voice did have
a soothing effect on the small mare which glanced at her through a
long, untidy forelock as a halter rope was slipped onto her head.
"So far so good, girl," Nora said.
Leading the green-broke filly to the railing, she continued to purr
reassurances as she climbed on the fence and in one fluid motion slipped
a leg over the horse's back.
"That's not so bad, is it?," she Nora. Beneath her the filly
trembled.
What happened next was so sudden Nora had no time to react. Just as
she urged her forward by applying slight pressure with her heels,
the filly bolted straight up as if fired from a cannon. Nora barely
had time to grab onto the mane in a terrified grip as the animal ripped
around the corral. Screaming, Nora found the reins of the makeshift
halter bridle and tried to pull the animal to a stop.
It was to no avail. Nora saw the corral fence looming in front of
the galloping filly just before she turned, throwing Nora over the
fence and into a huge pile of hay.
Shaken by the impact, Nora raised herself up counting her blessings
that she wasn't hurt. But the relief was replaced by shock when she
pushed her mane of tangled hair out of her face and saw two legs directly
in front of her. She swallowed hard and followed the legs up and up
with her eyes, which came to rest on the scowling face of her husband.
"Are you alright?", he asked.
"I'm fine," she said, adding, "What are you doing back?"
"Let's just say I had a sneaking suspicion I couldn't trust you
so I doubled down the side road and came back," Jakob said coldly.
"And now I not only return to find my worst suspicions confirmed
but I also find three months of work I've put into breaking this pony
down the drain."
A defensive retort spring to Nora's lips but her husband cut her off.
"Save it for someone who's more easily manipulated," Jakob
said. "I think it's high time some limits were established in
this household."
Nora had no time to ponder Jakob's implications before she was hauled
unceremoniously out of the hay and propelled towards the farmhouse
with a swat to the backside.
At having insult added to the injury her pride was already suffering,
Nora spun on him.
"How dare you?!", she screamed. "My own aunt and uncle
never laid a hand on me. Who do you think you are?"
Jakob delivered his answer as he picked his 5' 2" tall wife and
slung her over his shoulder.
"I'll tell you who I am. I am your husband, whom you swore to
obey and to whom the laws of this state entrusts with your guidance
and -when needed - correction.
Nora's long, shiny hair tumbled from the remainder of its bun and
brushed the dusty ground as Jakob completed the last ten strides to
the front door of their cozy farmhouse. Inside he marched with his
struggling captive straight to their bedroom and tossed her like so
much baggage onto the mattress.
Nora had no time to make an escape before Jakob seated himself on
the bed and pulled her to standing.
"And what are these?" he asked, hooking his fingers in the
waistband of her pants.
"Breeches," she said. "I always wear them when I ride."
Jacob looked disgusted. "Oh really," he said. "This
is a good place to start Lesson Number One. In this household, I wear
the pants in the family. Ladies will dress as ladies, my lady.
No more breeches for you."
Nora was livid. "Well I have news for you. I have no interest
in being a lady, you - you whoremaster!!
Trapped between her husband's muscular thighs, Nora's glee at seeing
her husband's shocked expression at such language was short-lived
as she heard the steel in his next comment.
"I believe when I am through with you, Mrs. Kittler, your interest
in being a lady will be much renewed.
Before Nora could stop him, Jakob had undone the button of her breeches,
pulled them and her bloomers down to her knees and laid her across
his lap.
Her mortification at being bared in broad daylight was replaced by
utter panic and humiliation as Jakob described what was to follow,
taking the tone of a judge passing sentence.
"Norma Lynn Kittler," he began. "You have willfully
defied me and in doing so put your life in danger. Your recklessness
has also undercut my efforts to break that filly. You have been coddled
all your life by guardians who loved you but who failed to discipline
you. Today that ends. I am going to spank you. I am going to spank
you until you are beyond the point of tears and to the point of true
repentance. And when I am finished you are going to thank me, take
a seat at the table and write 100 times, "I will obey my husband.
This is your first lesson on being a respectable wife."
Nora had no time to fully consider the indignity, so focused was she
on swallowing her fear and remaining stoic.
But it was not to be.
The oldest of nine, Jakob had plenty of practice tanning the bottoms
of wayward siblings, a duty often delegated to him by his harried
parents. He now practiced that craft on his wife with a sharp smack
to a plump buttock.
Nora yelped at the impact of her first ever spank and tried to shield
herself. Jakob simply pinned her tiny wrist to the small of her back
but had no time to recover as another three more hard smacks fells
on the opposite cheek, eliciting another cry.
"Owwww, please stop. You're hurting me," Nora began to beg,"
now as terrified by her husband's indifference to her pleas as she
was by the punishment itself.
But Jakob continued, now catching the crest of her buttocks with his
hand over and over and over. Under his swats, the fair skin turned
pink and then cherry red from the repeated handprints he applied.
Nora kicked and flailed, begging for mercy and promising to be not
realizing that her frantic struggles actually helped her husband achieve
his goal by edging her forward on his lap.
As she lay face down with her hair spreading across the floor like
a silken cloud, Jakob lifted one knee and raised his wife's round
bottom high as he began the final assault on the unprotected region
where buttock meets thigh. The force of his leg raising her up in
the air caused Nora to shift in a manner which forced her to involuntarily
part her soft white thighs. She was aware that her husband could see
the puffy lips of her womanhood and that knowledge made her feel even
more vulnerable and added to the growing shame of her punishment.
"Noooooo!," she cried, hating herself for begging but being
past the point of dignity and pride. Hot tears coursed down her face
as she tried to say whatever she thought would end the punishment.
, "Stop! Oh, please, sir, please!!," she cried. "I'll
be a good wife. I promise!!!",
"That you will," Jakob replied coolly and directed his blows
anew to the proffered target area, reddening the "sit spot"
until he was sure his little wife would not sit comfortably for days.
And then, when Nora had been transformed from a belligerent, headstrong
minx to a rag doll of blubbering compliance, her husband righted her
and turned her once again to his stern gaze.
"Now, my dear, you will thank me for this lesson." Jakob
said.
Nora looked at her husband through a veil of tears. Her mind was spinning
from the pain of her first spanking. Under her the skin of her bottom
felt hot and swollen. She instinctively wanted to rub the pain away,
but she sat restrained in Jakob's lap.
Could he mean this? Did he really expect her to thank him? She considered
refusing but something old her if she did her punished bottom would
suffer even more and she couldn't fathom even one more swat.
Quietly she said between sobbing gasps what he wanted to hear. "ThaTh..Thank
you, sir."
"For what," Jakob asked.
God this was horrible, she though.
"For spanking me," she said, as a fresh gale of tears began
anew.
"And do you know why you should thank me," Jakob asked.
"N-N-No," Nora sobbed honestly.
"Because," he replied, "this is not something I would
choose to do. I get no enjoyment out of tanning your hide, but when
I do it does us both a favor, and even when punished like a little
girl you will accept it with the grace and appreciation of an adult.
Is that clear?"
Nora choked out a "yessir".
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How could her Uncle fail to let her come back home after such indignity.
She had expected Levi to look aghast at the news she had been spanked,
but instead he looked relieved. Perhaps it was because he didn't understand
how bad it hurt. But she didn't feel she could tell her uncle about
the pain of the repeated spanks, the exposure of being upended over
Jakob's knees with his punishing hand peppering her bottom and occasionally
catching plump lips of her womanhood with the blows.
There was no way she could describe the emotional pain and humiliation
of having her husband ignore her as she sat at the wooden table, staring
through tears as the fire in her bottom distracted her from the task
of writing her assigned lines over and over.
I will obey my husband.
I will obey my husband.
I will obey my husband.
"Uncle Levi," she said. "You must not make me go back.
You mustn't. He'll do it again if you do. I know he will!"
But still her uncle held fast, and the determined shake of his head
infuriated the niece who had always managed to get her way.
"Fine," Nora said coldly. "Turn your back on me then.
I am not without means. I will go back and do what I should
have done in the first place. I'll take what money Jakob has in his
strongbox and travel as far as it will take me."
Even as she said the words, Nora didn't mean them. But she wanted
to sting her uncle with her desperate words. But for Levi, who valued
integrity, this was the last straw. Fear of punishment he could understand.
Stealing he could not.
He looked at his niece with a mixture of disappointment and disgust.
He began to feel like a failure as a guardian as he considered the
graveness of her suggestion. If she thought he would back her in this
she was mistaken.
"Nora, I will not condone this," Levi boomed, gesturing
angrily. "If Jakob spanked you I believe it was because you've
had it coming for many years. He would only do it with a good reason,
and now you - in a fit of rage - to even think stealing from
him? If I had it in me I'd deliver you a spanking right now."
"Better late than never," a voice in the doorway said. "But
as her husband I consider such correction my right alone."
It was Jakob, who had been listening in the doorway to the exchange
between Norma and her uncle.
"I'm sorry, Jakob," Levi began.
"No apologies needed, friend" said Jakob. "However,
I believe my wife will be doing more apologizing before the night
is over."
Jakob advanced on his Nora, whose face now registered genuine fear.
"You are right to be afraid," he said, "because we
are going back home and when we get there I am going to pull out the
paddle I used to keep my brothers and sisters on the straight and
narrow. I had hoped to save it for our own children. Who knew it would
be pressed into service prematurely?"
His wordless glare in her direction terrified her and her mouth went
dry. She tried not to think of home and the paddle that awaited her.
Jakob pointed to the door. "Go", he said and Nora went,
knowing she would find no ally in her uncle.
As she walked past Levi, Nora made one last attempt at garnering his
sympathy with the most pitiful look she could muster. Her uncle did
not meet her gaze, but instead looked at her husband.
"Thank you, Jakob, for having the strength to do what needs to
be done. One day she'll thank you for it," he said.
"Oh, she already has," replied Jakob. "Only one day
she'll mean it."